Alastair SC

It was tedious school. Now it’s this tedious unending bout of blocked nose, phlegm galore cough and.. Blocked ears!

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As I tied the strings to attach all answer scripts and handed the stack of papers to Mr. Seng, that was it. Roar, that marked the end of the long long long week of exams! Wow, I’ve never worked so hard in my life.

But things were not happy-happy and oolala smiles here and there. Instead, the exhaustion headache overwhelmed my head as I slowly paced down the endless walkways just so as to enter the air conditioned music studio.. There, I slacked and stared into space, not knowing what’s up next. At the back of my mind, I was still mentally preparing myself for yet another exam paper. Or at least, another round of writing and fretting over the lack of time.

Well, I must say, I haven’t any idea how I’d do for the exams. Will I be promoted? Or is this the end of the road for me? Or must I walk down the same road again? It’s all up not to me…

So it was definitely not the craziest shouting kind of last day of exams.. More like total exhaustion and sudden loss of direction.. No more papers to look forward to! At least for now.

So as I quite amazingly felt melancholic, I walked out of school late at night (9+), dragging my moody and gloomy feet across the tar and concrete grounds, knowing that there’s still a long way before hopping onto bus 87 and having a close-to-an-hour’s sleep.

Some really cool observations made me ponder quite a bit. As I walked out of school, I turned to the right to see a child crying cos her grandma was quite fierce.. To my left, basketballers were happily scoring into the nets and enjoying their perspiration all over..

As I walked on further, netball girls got pissed when the netball court lights went off at 10pm.. While a man at the void deck was waiting in anticipation for a phone call or SMS..

So many different moods occuring concurrently.. Quite amazing right?

While I was there all moody and restless, I noticed such an array of mood portrayals.. Cool

Looks like life really doesn’t just revolve around myself.

Today was Literature and for some reason, I experienced the worse anxiety panic attack ever.. Weird