Sometimes I wonder, really, how come my life is sooo GRRRBAHBOOHARHHH!!?? Shitty mornings spell a terrible day ahead and even my eyes are so swollen in the morning due to the lack of sleep that I wonder who that face in the mirror. Terrible terrible school days only get more terrible as the day progresses with the knowledge of new assignments on top of the preparations for the coming Promos and on top of that, the burden PW brings which is so super unbearable..

On the other hand, I often comfort and console myself, allowing my mind space to think about how fortunate I am to be receiving such top education in Singapore.. And also, I never fail to think about how life is so much more than the books, literary devices, functions, Cold War, Detente, The Family Package, imagery, tone, form, structure, diction, language.

The mentality that 24 hours in a day was more than enough has been overtaken by the tremendous, endless laments of how a day should probably be 48 hours. A combination — of the mind being strong while the body is saying no more activity, and of the mind saying just stop working while the body says carry on — of many bodily and mental challenges just forbids me from getting work done. I’ve never worked so hard in my life before!

Grr, but thanks to friends, family and loved ones, I get by days day by day.. Enjoyably!