I wake up far beyond the time in which I usually wake up. I go home far later than when I usually get home from a typical day of school in  Pei Hwa.

Life rocks hahahahahahahahahahaha

am pretty busy now with homework! As well as revision.. I should get on it.

Oh my goodness gracious me. The first week of school’s been terribly hectic!!

Well, things are going on pretty well, and lectures are horrendous because they go faster than what everyone in Secondary calls ‘bullet train’… LOL this is bullet train ^ 2..

Errr… Ok so my CG is totally arts people.. Many are CLEP scholars and chinese literature people… Hahaha.. very interesting!

Band pracs been alright, not too fun because my batch people are here! Which I foresee: terrible frustration for Lin Sheng cos now balance and blend will be so much far difficult to achieve!

Just yesterday, I had my duck day with 7 periods of lectures and I died..

I’m still dead and I really need help!!! There’s are huge pile of notes to read which I don’t think can be done by the weekends! Aiyo, I’ve already spent $10 on A4 papers just for notes. Can you imagine how much is that.. More than 100 pages of lecture notes and practices…

Thank you and goodbye.

The really dead student signs off telling everyone that he terribly lovesss JC hahaha… Come to JC!

I need a lounge with a soft band sipping on a glass of ice chilled orange juice and just staring into the blankness of the lounge with dear people with me just chilling out. No talking just sipping juice silently and feeling cool in the cold environment before heading off to the crazy start of a new week.

Just simply need some chilling and hanging out time without any time limitations!~

School orientation’s all fine and well and actully going pretty well. It’s not that I don’t enjoy it, but I really don’t see a point in it.

For the very first point, I don’t see how we should be bonded as a non-CG.. Because ultimately, you’ll be with YOUR CG for the next dunno how many 2 years and not with the OG right?

It’s not that I don’t appreciate the efforts of all the OGLs and the House Captains or anything. I salute them for their efforts to organise such a wonderful whole School Orientation. They really bond everyone (despite how crazy the cheers sound to the point of making me say them) and they really make us feel the Temasek Spirit (whatever you want it to mean.)

Point is, like Xin Yun put it so very well, is that it should be alright to not do things you really don’t want to do as long as it’s within your values system and your whole upbringing style. It’s not that I want to skip orientation like it’s really not my business and it’s really nothing enriching to me, but when I feel that I could be doing something so much more useful and beneficial to myself, why not do them instead?

The whole point is that, why must I show my face just so long that I show my face? It purely makes everyone just frustrated…

To conclude, everything I feel is just my point of view and I hope to see a revelation in life regarding this issue. Because after all, I want to accept the other point of view. I really don’t know what’s going on on the other side. So I’m only stuck with my view and that’s what’s frustrating me.

Anyway, don’t get me wrong, I really enjoy being in the Orientation Programme and stuff like that.. I guess I’m just not a really loud-noise lover.. Seriously, because I really don’t want to feel the insides of my head vibrating with the high frequecies of shouts, screams and shrieks. No, no more of that pleaseee… Suffering terribly haha..

Do I make life sound so bad? It’s really not so bad – I just don’t really find it appealing to me at this point of time.

Perhaps when I’m more interacted with the school..

Plus, no one’s at any fault regarding what I feel about trying hard to not do certain activities and people are getting me wrong. It really is just the whole ‘Life Value System’ in life!

Damn.

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Fang Yin you should hang in there… Those are my words of wisdom HAHAHA…

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The whole superficiality in friends are occuring in TJC.. Tsk tsk tsk, life’s nothing any different from Secondary School than from Junior College thus far. Don’t see any reason why I shouldn’t enjoy Secondary School better. For now I hope. For now only.

This shall be the post which will open the door to my new life which’ll last for 2 years!

I still need the music and environment I asked for in my previous post though… It’ll surely relax me and give me the motivation.. Hahaha…

Hey all the best everyone! Wow, Poly students start in April.. What the heck.

All the best!

Can’t really explain how I feel… Just have that feeling like many things are going to come up/are happening/have happened! It’s just like a little too much to bear HAHA what the heck… Don’t understand.

In this state I’m in now, it sounds weird but I really need some lounge music and orange juice in a nice cold dimly lit studio.

Do you like that atmosphere?

Well, today’s band prac was really nice because it pushed me so much! We ran through Extreme Makeover 3 times what the heck can you beat that? That achievement is better than scoring 210 for bubble wrap. Hahaha…

But with the cuts of the parts and stuff like that, there really isn’t much to play, just that the passages are so long that very quickly the 10 minute limit is up. But it’s fun and really challenging so yea I like to challenge myself even further.

I’m back to using a reed which is 3 in hardness! Definitely has almost zero air sound but I have to master the art of having a nice tone on a less resistant reed! Been relying too much on a hard reed which makes note changes smooth and the sound to sound nice but I won’t have any stamina with the excessive use of my diaphragm and lungs! Also, the sound produced is so much more focussed and targeted instead of sounding whooshy and wheeshie and blumpy and gory. LOL?

Lunch with TJCSB is really great because we get to talk about real situations in life? I don’t know, somehow conversations regarding the superficial “You know *** got *** for his results! Aiyoh, I wonder where *** can go leh! Die lah he…” and all the “Eh eh eh you know *** is not going out with *** and it’s freaking annoying that *** is giving **** attention!!!”

And stuff like that.

Well, my auditions have been pushed to after school on Monday. You must wish me luck because I really am interested in taking music as a subject in JC. I hope I can make it!

Yea you can pop in some 80’s night music in addition to the light jazz lounge music… Haiya. And a cold juice haha mmm…

Complications in life tsk tsk tsk…

Eh, byebye.

p.s who says I’m emo! LOL

Time after time… Time after time… Time after time… Time after time… Time after time…….