It’s not that I’m ranting about how miserable and unbearable Secondary 4 life is, but it’s just that it’s getting crazy!
Look at this:

1) Thursday 31st January
- Mock Music Elective ’O’ Level Paper

2) Friday 1st February
- Physics Common Test 1 [Reflection, Refraction, Lenses]
- Chemistry Common Test 1 [Metals, Electrolysis]
- English Common Test 1 [Part 2; Situational Writing]
- A Math Common Test 2 [Further Trigonometry, Differentiation]
- Chinese 4-word test (proverbs?)

I just can’t believe this! Yea you neither! Haha, but It’s gonna be Chinese New Year soon!
We promised we’d mug right after that! I better start early!

I’m stressed like nothing! It’s been a ride. But it has just started!! I guess self-motivation is purely the gist of what I should be feeling at this moment. I’m trying, I’m trying…

 I’m trying… I’m trying… It’s not easy you know.

I can’t say anything to describe what’s happened to the life of this miserable young man recently! Life’s been horrendous, I’ve haven’t even been able to come online! Talking about being unable to live without the internet! Studies have definitely changed that. It’s been an excruciating journey and it’s just the beginning of horror! The terrible uncountable tests, the crazy note-taking and the nil chances of falling asleep in class. Tell me it’s terrible.

Being involved in something other than my studies indeed put me at ease. But not when you can’t play your parts in a semi-professional band!!~~ Ah I’m going to die. HAHA it has turned into extra stress! Nah, I’ll just go there and play. Just making sure I’ve done good prior practice! I should be fine. Concert’s at the end of March! We’re going to be conducted by a Japanese conductor.

It’s sad the Sec 4s can’t be part of Pei Hwa Concert Band’s first ever concert! But an overseas trip awaits us, hopefully it’s in the light! It’s been ages since going abroad!

At this point of time, I’m even getting stressed about going off to do my homework already. It’s that scary! But life’s been good too, I can’t deny! The friends, the family, everyone’s been there for each other and though definitely there would be certain times when we have to just go through things by ourselves. But for the most part, I should learn better to embrace life!

And I’ve gotten a Second Tier Scholarship! It’s a surprise! But a pleasant one hehe! Just spurs me on to greater heights. HAHa so cliche but bleh whatever.

Take care guys I’ll update whenever I have the time like today!
And HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL!

If you just go by the first few days of school for all my life, this year’s been the most hardworking one! I want to reap all my rewards from my effort. I want what I put in effort for, what I work for.

Definitely, not everything comes my way (or in this instance, will come my way) but I’ll try to minimise. Well hopefully my determination, resilience and heart will get me to where I want to be, what I want to achieve.

 Anyway, it seems as though my whole week is packed and 365 days divided by 7 days would mean that 52 weeks or so would be unending hardwork and no rest! Of course I’ll prioritise.

 Yes, being in a nerd-class is an advantage. You don’t get nonsense people to distract you. All will listen carefully (some do sleep though) and take down important notes. I guess they are a bunch of self-responsible people. Apart from some, many are humble too! Well just for the fact they don’t go anywhere and telling any teacher ‘If I know how to do this sum, can I not do it?’

Oh, the piercing, painful arrogance.

Anyhow, it definitely takes my mind off into another world of words and numbers, being in this class! Often or so I do really wish to let my brains take a break and chill with my fellow 3e2 classmates. Oh well, guess it’s good enough to be able to hear their laughters in the opposite class, and to listen to History and Social Studies at the same time (if you get what that means!) as say, Physics? Haha.

My dear friend has been utterly mentioned. And I hope she doesn’t use all those negative energy and waste it on hating him. Haha, take care Cherm! There’s always ‘Alastair Is So Cute’. HAHAHA

Fridays are very cool! The last period would always be with Jas at the opposite classroom and it’s cool to steal a 5-minute show every now and then to pop myself in the class and be as one with the students there. They have a very cool English teacher, unlike one whom has already given us 2 tests!!! Faintz.

Yes yes yes, all the hype about the big fat ‘O‘s!!! Yes yes we get the school’s point already!! I’m feeling the pressure.

Mondays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays are all taken up. I have only Tuesdays left and it’d be for my dear primary schoolmate Fang Yin, if everything goes smoothly, because it’d be study time and badminton with her. Hope everything will go as planned!

But it’s scary, if I have to push something forward, then I guess my whole schedule would be screwed up. But I guess I’ll manage.

Does it mean that we’d skip NAPFA because of the
 Sports Modular System?!